Sunday, September 28, 2008

Think I was blind before I met you

Ahhh, 2 prelims down for the first round and I've made it in one piece. I think I did well on both of them. We'll have to wait and see.

After some more drunken adventures, I've decided to change some things and try not to act like too much of an idiot when under the influence. I was going to go dry for 3 weeks but quickly realized that abstinence-only education is bullshit.

People in Acting I seem to really like the scene I'm doing with my partner. I'm quite proud of it myself and working with Bruce on it helped a lot too. That class is really the only class I'm passionate about. And phil kind of...

I'm sort of on the 5th stage right now but it's like a saddened 5th stage. I understand a lot of circumstances surrounding the situation and my heart is lightened quite a bit. But I still don't have what I want. I'll just have to be just a hero for a while now.

Lastly, Asian couples are sometimes cute as fuck. You know who I'm talking about...

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Autumn leaves are beginning to fall

A lot has happened in my life. I got my wisdom teeth taken out and really it wasn't bad at all. Other than some minor swelling, tripping the fuck out on pain killers the first day, and a little bit of pain, it wasn't a burden.

I'm back home in Ithaca and partying it up as I usually do. That leads to me doing stupid things some nights though. For example, I got JA-ed my first night of getting drunk at Cornell this semester. I went to the playfest afterparty and then Ariel and I decided to go to the Sage house and party with the singers there. She was supposed to keep an eye on me because I was pretty fucked up but I eluded her gaze and ran all the way back up to north. Then, I thought it would be a fantastic idea to pee off of Thurston bridge. The cop however, thought otherwise so I got JA-ed. That's basically like a mini-court system at cornell that will review your case and dole out some punishment. The first minor 2 don't really matter but the third one is dangerous because that's when things start showing up on your record.

Anyway, so in terms of the ladies I kind of fuck shit up I guess. After initial attraction, sexual tension, hooking up because of the ludicrous amounts of sexual tension, me getting drunk and saying dumb shit, we're back to sexual tension again. I just need to... not be dumb? I think that would be the plan here. There's also some potential others I want to focus on but it's hard because nothing gets my heart pounding like the fragrance of the original girl.

I'm getting drunk a LOT this semester and it's probably not good for me. But I'm young, free, and know my limits so I don't think that's going to change very soon. Also, the ladies are nice?

I pretended I was british a whole night (method acting woo!). Everyone believed me and it was awesome. Although I don't agree with some of the casting choices in Arcadia, it's going to be fun I think. Stoppard is a witty fellow for sure. And even though I have been called back 5 times and been cast 0 times at the schwartz, I'll continue to audition because, well, rejection builds character. Yea, that's what I'll go with; rejection builds character.